life.

exams in 5 days time. i have 9 papers which stretch over a span of one month each weighing 80% each.
it just a matter of fate. one chance.
you lose it and its good bye.
ever since i graduated, it been really really long since i had written exams .



sometimes it really make me think of what is the meaning behind the existence of all this?
will we still remember this in 3 years 5 years or even 10 years?
why cant we just live each day happily.
why put on such a fake mask?
why why why why why.
i really miss my friends where everyone were all true to each other and we help each other sincerely.



i do not know exactly what the outcome will be , but i just try my best.

amazed that there are still quite a number of views on my blog this month though it has been 3 months since i updated.
i promise i will be back with a batch of pictures after my last paper 22nd may where my sufferings end.

yes i term them as sufferings, because i never struggled so much before.

did i make a wrong choice? but i wont give up just yet, not yet.
because i have yet to give my best.

this basically consists of what my life is now.


today i just had a whole new level of understanding of what true friends really are.
and i am really amazed by the power of it.