loser.

so much for a great saturday.
i woke up in the morning ,thinking i would have a great day at town with yx.
but who knows . i got food poisoning outta a sudden
and so i can't go town anymore with yanxin
im utterly sorry. if you are reading this, i apologize to you again^_^
my face was pale as shit & sorry to shirley and rykiel too and dan lee .. Haix! i 1 day put 4 people aeroplanes zz





ytd night, i was thinking about this.
i guess this whole life, i owe my success to my friends if i have any.
because i dont do anything for myself.
i think studying is a chore.
i study for my friends just to get into the same school with them during O lvls.
but i dint managed to do so. we were all seperated. i miss them....they were the ones that were there... for me..... i will never forget it. I missss perfect 10........................:(
so now i got into this course, and soon in less than 2months, my class maybe gonna get separated
so this is another heartbreaking moment.
i totally hate exams.
i hate my school
i like the people in my class. so whats gonna happen when we change class..
&
i once had a dream too,
but i find it more impossible to achieve it as the days pass by.
im stuck in a course that leads me to nowhere.
nowhere nearer to my dream
so im a person basically with no goals.
so just call me a loser.